18/07/20 - 24/10/23
Human family: Courtney Perry mother Photo(s) of Meepers (6)
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Meepers
You came into my life when I needed you the most, you made sure I was never alone, upset, or angry. Meepers you filled my life with purpose again and gave me joy, you stuck by my side through the good, bad, and the uglymaking sure I never felt alone. With a flash you was gone, a bright and beautiful life cut short with so much more life to live. I can't help but to replay that moment in my mind over and over what could I have done different why didn't I do this or that, why couldn't I save you? Why? Why? Why? Why did you have to go? Now I sit here all alone lost in my grief lost in my thoughts crying, yelling, cursing and wondering. Wondering now what, what do I do? How do I go on without you? Your the reason I got up everyday the reason I smiled the reason I wasn't alone. I know you will forever be in my heart and memories but I know have a void in my life a sense of emptynessl ive lost my purpose, my happiness, my strength and I don't know how to or if I can fix it. This year I've lost everyone and everything I had left in life, I really truly have no one left anymore and after all the pain, heartache, scars, and trauma I don't know how to more forward. I'm scared, alone, and in pain. All I want is you back.
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